I sit here in this realm looking up at the night sky with my baby fox in my hood . Thinking of everyone that means everything to me...Always knowing how my final ultmate fate ends at the end of all the paths and roads I have walked and will still walk no matter what ...Knowing ones fate is also knowing how to change ones fate this the choices I have made have change the paths slightly I know the end is the same because I choose for it to be I'm not the type to run and hide from my fate rather face it head on no matter how ugly or painful it will be...Because I have people in my life to return to when its all said and done people who are worth protecting at all costs....I have lost countless people I loved beyond anything people I would have willing changed places with but I know if I did they would enjoy that life they got outta sacrifice they would say it would be a stupid endever.....I see everyones faces in my mind that of there earth lives and that of there soul lives wondering when the time comes will I beable to protect all I charish all I hold dear! Because I know even if I fall I know she will be there to catch me as I am always there to catch her! Knowing everything I know now all the pain,happiness,joys,sorrow,Strife,peace everything I know in my heart I would never change anything at all....For those who have pass in body and soul I have there legesy to hold on to the way they live life there words of wisdom there final words to me tho they are gone and I will never see them again what they left me with is the things they gave me in mind and soul things that will forever be in my souls memories never lost and never forgotten this are the words of thos who have come before those who are here now weather they are souls or something else I will never forget those who mean everything to me and I will never forget the person who pulled me outta the darkness in my heart she is that which breathed life back into my black heart ..... My brother Savin told me this saying you are someones Obelisk and being one are competely different! But I know I am her Obelisk because there is nothing I would rather be then by her side walking her path because I know aslong as Im by her side I know no matter how bad things get I keep pushing forward to protecting her with everything I am ! all these thoughts enter my mind lastnight while I was Astral Projecting visiting a old friend of my soul the moon in the realms eternal night sky that moon is a being beyond time and space with 7 eyes .....This story of what I thought about while I was there came about when my friend asked me what I have been up too since I havent see my friend in a long time my friends words before I left were "I am glad to hear your are happy its been far too long since I have seen you smile its nice to hear you have found happiness, But remember no matter how bad things may get keep walking forward and dont fail to act when it means protecting that which you hold dear ........Visit me again my friend before your fate comes full cycle I'll be here waiting for your return and good news my dear friend !"......Before I left my friends realm I left my Fox mask with my friend and said "I may be the Fox Sinner but for now I am a Obelisk keep my brothers mask safe I will return for it when everythings said and done till then dont miss me to much my friend".. So I left my friends realm with a new found Resolve!....And in the end realising that no matter what I will always be me , and the SINS I bear my be burned into my soul and never forgotten but they are my Sins and nothing can change the past I can only look to the future I walk into and hope for what I do from this point on will make a better one for everyone I hold dear even my enemies !
-Sin




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